Lost And Afraid
The morning
of 11th September
Forever
that date I will remember
Feelings of
shock and dismay
Feelings of
disbelief from this day
What has
this world come to, I wondered?
Why has
mankind stooped so low, I asked?
Surely we
must be the only species designed
That take
the life of it’s very own kind
After the
initial numbness and pain
And wearing
off of sorrow I had contained
After much
contemplation and thought
I came to
terms with the reality of this shock
Alas! What
happened no one can undo
We must now
be brave and somehow get through
We have to
be strong and carry on
Together,
unite and pray, as a new day dawns
My cascade
of feelings then, I’ve portrayed
But now am
feeling a little lost, a little afraid
Being a
Muslim puts me in a bad light
Because of
what a few have done out of spite
No longer
can I go out with my head held up high
Because of
those that have caused many to die
No longer
can I look at people in the eye
Because of
some that have made thousands cry
No longer
can I boldly go to the mosque and pray
Because
I’m told it is not safe to do so on any day
No longer
can my Muslim sisters cover their head
Because
they’re afraid of the hateful glances they’ll get
No longer
do I feel secure in my own home
Because
I’m afraid of being a target of this hate syndrome
No longer
at night can I sleep in peace
When will
this finger pointing cease?
I want to
say to my fellow Americans
Please
don’t hold me responsible for their actions
This is my
country too and I feel just like you
I have a
family here and share the same dreams as you
I remember
the day I became an American
They asked
me if I’ll die for this country and I said I can
Live and
die in this country I will
This is my
home now and forever it will
There is
just one thing more I want to say
Fighting
back with violence will just make us go astray
Let us ALL
sit down and talk
And find a
peaceful solution to this all
War is not
a good thing - nobody wins
Many
innocent die for others sins
Let us not
continue with this madness
And cause
many more to die in our revengeful blindness
Let us show
the world our greatness
Not by the
power of our technology but our goodness
Let us
follow in the path of Mahatma Gandhi
Who won a
war without using an army
Let us
remember that we are ALL one
And not
continue with this war mission
This is my
prayer to Allah today -
Give peace
to all and take the hatred away
By: Mubina
Hamid (Oct 2001)